It's reckless, perhaps, but it's human--no, animal--nature to want to live. She's simply capitalizing on it. If you wanted to die in order to destroy this...then maybe that's a little easier to understand. But I could be wrong.
[ while his expression doesn't change, there's a small huff from him; almost like a scoff. ]
You still did well, regardless. I think that you should be proud of yourself, though, in the end, your plan was flawed.
[ he'll take a sip of his glass of water, thinking over how to answer the question. ]
I would have made myself less popular, if not outright disliked, the way that Credo did by announcing that he wanted to vote out Lavi. By egging people to vote for you, the youngest, you'll only get the opposite reaction. People will either know that you're plotting something or they will pity you and wish to save you.
[ a pause. another sip of water. ]
But those are just my observations and opinions. You're free to take them or leave them.
[Just because you still find that funny. The truth is that now that you have some distance from the whole ordeal you can admit that maybe that whole rant was more genuine, and you were looking for someone to help. It's selfish and irrational and stupid, and you won't repeat it.
You laugh at the question.]
I'll let you know once I experience it. I get short bursts of free will, and then it's back to being a... what did he call it? A "puppet on a string."
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Date: 2022-01-16 01:01 am (UTC)Somehow I doubt Stronghart or the doctors will be busting us out any time soon.
[You cross your arms in a rare moment of expressiveness for you, taking a seat in front of him with a tray of food in front of you.]
I told Adi that I had no interest in playing along with her stupid game. The role was her response.
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Date: 2022-01-16 01:09 am (UTC)[ make do with what you have; that's an important motto of his life. not that he even knows that he has a motto. ]
She retaliated just to see what you would do. My employer is like that. [ he nods. ] Unfortunately, I think she would have enjoyed this, too.
cw for suicidal ideation
Date: 2022-01-16 01:15 am (UTC)[Even your less destructive, more heroic side would still lay their life down for a friend.]
I did promise I'd be a worthy advesary.
suicidal ideation for this whole thread, tbh
Date: 2022-01-16 01:24 am (UTC)It's reckless, perhaps, but it's human--no, animal--nature to want to live. She's simply capitalizing on it. If you wanted to die in order to destroy this...then maybe that's a little easier to understand. But I could be wrong.
[ while his expression doesn't change, there's a small huff from him; almost like a scoff. ]
You still did well, regardless. I think that you should be proud of yourself, though, in the end, your plan was flawed.
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Date: 2022-01-16 02:15 am (UTC)So yeah, destroying this entire sham was part of it, even if that felt unlikely.
[They hum.]
How so?
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Date: 2022-01-16 02:28 am (UTC)I would have made myself less popular, if not outright disliked, the way that Credo did by announcing that he wanted to vote out Lavi. By egging people to vote for you, the youngest, you'll only get the opposite reaction. People will either know that you're plotting something or they will pity you and wish to save you.
[ a pause. another sip of water. ]
But those are just my observations and opinions. You're free to take them or leave them.
[ he shrugs. speaking of freedom, though-- ]
How does it feel? To be free.
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Date: 2022-01-16 03:04 am (UTC)[Just because you still find that funny. The truth is that now that you have some distance from the whole ordeal you can admit that maybe that whole rant was more genuine, and you were looking for someone to help. It's selfish and irrational and stupid, and you won't repeat it.
You laugh at the question.]
I'll let you know once I experience it. I get short bursts of free will, and then it's back to being a... what did he call it? A "puppet on a string."